you can taste it. it's like blood between your teeth.
your mouth waters by just the thought of it. you have to lick your lips because they're dry and cracking.
your fingers drum along anything they touch because you just don't know what to do when they're empty.
your head pounds. it's like someone is repetitively exploding fire crackers in your skull.
nothing helps; only when you get it back will it go away.
you feel sluggish. gravity has tripled and it's pulling you down.
down.
down.
down.
your lungs are empty. the air you slowly breathe in has to crawl it's way back out of your lungs.
you're irritable. you could bite the head off of the next person who says a word to you.
you don't mean it.
you can't help it.
you're desperate.
you didn't ask to feel this way. if you would have known this is what came with it, you never would have gotten yourself in so deep.
and now you have to slowly dig your way back out.
slowly but surely.
getting over this will be the hardest thing in the world for you to do.
but that's why they call it an addiction.
June 30, 2011
movie buff
i'm a movie buff, the type of person that could spend every evening curled up in a blanket watching a good movie. everyone has their favorites. so do i. these are my top ten, in no particular order. enjoy.
it's a story of finding strength when everything falls apart,
joy in nothing but loss.
i've heard a lot of people say they don't like this moving because it's "too depressing"
i, however, find it enlightening.
there's no "happily ever after". there's just "ever after".
and ever after is however you make it.
the movie stays true to it's dominant quote:
"everything you do in life will be insignificant, but it's important that you do it anyways."
i'm a child at heart.
every night i fall asleep watching a disney movie in order to prevent nightmares.
it's been like that forever, and it's just become a habit.
"hercules" has gotta be my favorite disney movie.
don't get me wrong, i love the classics like aladin, mulan, lion king, beauty and the beast.
but hercules stays to the story of finding the true you, standing alone as long as it's for something, and staying true to your family and friends.
i'm also a fan of greek mythology. what're you gonna do.
until they make a movie true to softball, women playing baseball is as good as we're gonna get.
this superb movie shows women as strong, competitive athletes.
gotta love it!
my name's tasha, and i'm a harry potter addict.
i have read the series four times through.
i've watched each movie more times than i can count.
harry potter and the deathly hollows part 1 was PERFECT.
i don't even know what to begin to think about part 2.
i grew up with the harry potter series.
i remember reading the first book in third grade. the series end comes out the summer before i leave for college.
i feel like harry is my brother.
my dad is named james after all.
baby mama is my feel good, need-a-laugh movie.
every time i watch this movie i find something new to laugh at.
i wish that tina fey and amy poehler were my mothers...
they are two of the most hilarious people on this planet, after will ferrell.
this movie can always put me in a good mood.
i wish my life was a musical. even for just one day.
i could die happy the day that everyone simultaneously breaks into song and dance.
mamma mia is my musical.
it's happy, upbeat, lighthearted.
it's everything i would want my life's musical to be.
and it features some of the best actors: amanda seyfried, meryl streep, pierce brosnan.
someone choreograph my life please.
pearl harbor is a great movie.
nonfiction this story is touching, inspiring, beautiful.
but then to remember that this really happened, pearl harbor really happened,
the story gains an unlimited amount of depth.
this movie never fails to bring me to tears.
at multiple times of the movie.
call me a cry baby,
i'll call you stupid.
the dark knight...
batman is my favorite super hero.
and he's a real hero, so i'll punch you if you say otherwise.
batman is cooler than every other hero because he's human.
he's a human that takes initiative in life and stands up for what he believes in and just gets crap done.
now i'm not saying, everyone should go trapezing through gotham, but everyone should have the character of bruce wayne.
also, i love the joker. he's crazy. he's cynical. he's terrible. he's perfect.
letters to juliet is my chick flick.
it's not my bawl-my-eyes-out-like-a-little-girl chick flick.
it's my make-my-heart-smile chick flick.
i love amanda seyfried; she's brilliant.
i love that this story is about second chances and taking opportunities.
it shows that true love never dies,
but it shows it in an inspiring way, rather than a broken heart way.
a story of never giving up on love. perfect.
okay, so i have two disneys on this list.
but this is for a different reason.
toy story 3 is great.
it's a childrens movie, but it's so directed at 18 year olds.
all the emotions are connected to that kid that is giving up their childhood roots to leave for college.
i feel for andy an inmense amount in this movie.
it's making the break. it's on to bigger and better things.
and it sucks.
but toy story 3 does not suck.
i feel for andy an inmense amount in this movie.
it's making the break. it's on to bigger and better things.
and it sucks.
but toy story 3 does not suck.
June 21, 2011
senior year
BASKETBALL
seniors 2011
-magi munoz, jordan loera, kayla bernsen, felicia sanders
phone book delivering
-jordan loera, matress guy
SOFTBALL
richland
-mlhs varsity softball 2011
halloween in april
-gina delatorre, brianna hoffman, peewee, tressa radach, katie martinez, victoria dalrymple, alex jones
#15
-katie martinez
seniors
-holly perry, peewee, katie martinez
fab/fave/feathered five
-katie martinez, tressa radach, peewee, hailee bishop
softball banquet 2011
-mlhs varsity softball 2011
MLHS
ap calculus ab
-jordan loera, markie fancher, jordyn darling, dallas pryor, brandon bradley, branden moreno, garrick hutcheson, nat mengist, parker merkley, tyler knapp, nick dodds, nathan sanchez, dat lee, will idk?
sports med
-shantel acevedo, mlhs varsity football 2010
football games
-jordan loera, amelie nordin, markie fancher, emily hudson, kayla bernsen, katie martinez
color wars
-class of 2011
80's day
-felicia sanders, amelie nordin, markie fancher, katie martinez, shantel acevedo
maroon & gold
-senior class girls
RELAY FOR LIFE
hope
-luminaries
twins
-katie martinez, kylie martinez, sophia lagrave
loves
-katie martinez, kylie martinez, sophia lagrave, markie fancher
power nap
-mark fancher
best friend snuggling
-markie fancher
my girls
-kylie martinez, markie fancher, jordan loera, mackenzie fancher, katie martinez
GRADUATION
rehersal
-kayla bernsen, jasmyne garcia
-markie fancher
walking partners
-kayla bernsen
my sisters
-mackenzie fancher, markie fancher
-uncle tim, aunt anja, kimberly, josh, aaron
i miss you
-kimberly o'bright
i miss you
-aaron o'bright
i miss you
-josh o'bright, anja o'bright
i miss you
-tim o'bright
-ryan gentry, ashley o'bright, justin schrodt
remembering uncle carl
-tyson olson, ashley o'bright, ryan gentry, justin schrodt
christmas
-ashley o'bright, justin schrodt
-kyle ostboe
fort building
-ryan gentry, justin schrodt, grandma peggy, kyle ostboe, kelli ostboe
-katie martinez, hailee bishop, peewee
hotdog & pig
-peewee, tressa radach
my freshman
-hailee bishop
potential roommates
-markie fancher, mindy robins
favorite junior
-kristi brown
my exact opposite
-kaitlyn martinez
my pride & joy
-hunter mauseth
memory makers
-kayla bernsen
my laughter
-tressa radach, peewee, katie martinez
my sister, my stud, my inspiration
-mackenzie fancher
ohana
-mlhs varsity basketball 2010-2011
miner's trips
-renee miner
warm-ups
seniors 2011
-magi munoz, jordan loera, kayla bernsen, felicia sanders
phone book delivering
-jordan loera, matress guy
SOFTBALL
richland
-mlhs varsity softball 2011
halloween in april
-gina delatorre, brianna hoffman, peewee, tressa radach, katie martinez, victoria dalrymple, alex jones
bus rides
-peewee, tressa#15
-katie martinez
seniors
-holly perry, peewee, katie martinez
fab/fave/feathered five
-katie martinez, tressa radach, peewee, hailee bishop
softball banquet 2011
-mlhs varsity softball 2011
MLHS
ap calculus ab
-jordan loera, markie fancher, jordyn darling, dallas pryor, brandon bradley, branden moreno, garrick hutcheson, nat mengist, parker merkley, tyler knapp, nick dodds, nathan sanchez, dat lee, will idk?
sports med
-shantel acevedo, mlhs varsity football 2010
football games
-jordan loera, amelie nordin, markie fancher, emily hudson, kayla bernsen, katie martinez
color wars
-class of 2011
80's day
-felicia sanders, amelie nordin, markie fancher, katie martinez, shantel acevedo
maroon & gold
-senior class girls
RELAY FOR LIFE
hope
-luminaries
twins
-katie martinez, kylie martinez, sophia lagrave
loves
-katie martinez, kylie martinez, sophia lagrave, markie fancher
power nap
-mark fancher
best friend snuggling
-markie fancher
my girls
-kylie martinez, markie fancher, jordan loera, mackenzie fancher, katie martinez
GRADUATION
rehersal
-kayla bernsen, jasmyne garcia
the real thing
-kayla bernsen, jasmyne garcia
favorite sophomore
-mackenzie fancher
leaps of joy-markie fancher
walking partners
-kayla bernsen
my sisters
-mackenzie fancher, markie fancher
we made it
-kayla bernsen, mindy robins, markie fancher, shantel acevedo
GERMANS
my germans-uncle tim, aunt anja, kimberly, josh, aaron
i miss you
-kimberly o'bright
i miss you
-aaron o'bright
i miss you
-josh o'bright, anja o'bright
i miss you
-tim o'bright
my best
-kimberly o'bright
FAMILY
like when we were young-ryan gentry, ashley o'bright, justin schrodt
remembering uncle carl
-tyson olson, ashley o'bright, ryan gentry, justin schrodt
christmas
-ashley o'bright, justin schrodt
black friday
-ryan gentry, jake williams
makeovers-kyle ostboe
fort building
-ryan gentry, justin schrodt, grandma peggy, kyle ostboe, kelli ostboe
my baby girl
-kelli ostboe
MY LOVES
movie nights-katie martinez, hailee bishop, peewee
hotdog & pig
-peewee, tressa radach
my freshman
-hailee bishop
potential roommates
-markie fancher, mindy robins
favorite junior
-kristi brown
my exact opposite
-kaitlyn martinez
my pride & joy
-hunter mauseth
memory makers
-kayla bernsen
my laughter
-tressa radach, peewee, katie martinez
my sister, my stud, my inspiration
-mackenzie fancher
my dude, my roommate, my heart, my sister, my best friend
-marquel fancher
the makings of an amazing senior year!
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